Watching the walls in my head growing higher Weight of my thoughts got me too tired to climb I'm screaming for help as I suffer in silence Knife at my neck and I'm numb to the violence 'Cause I'm drowning Head underwater, I'm alone I'm drowning Caught in the undertow (Caught in the undertow) The clouds in my head always block out the sun I keep having nightmares of not waking up Will I stay in here for a lifetime? Who is the one to decide (Who the fuck am I?) If I'm drowning Head underwater, I'm alone I'm drowning Caught in the undertow And it feels like I'm trying to find something That was never even there I'm drowning Caught in the undertow (Caught in the undertow) (I'm drowning) (I'm drowning) (Caught in the undertow) And it feels like I'm trying to find something That was never even there I'm drowning Caught in the undertow Caught in the undertow I'm drowning in the undertow