Sometimes I hate myself Like everybody else Can't tell who's fake and who's a friend So fill me with regret Until there's nothing left Cuz everybody likes you when you're dead I'm going under I lost myself Along the way And self destruction was my price to pay I light the fuse And walk away Say goodbye to everything cuz this will be The death of me I'm caught up in between My insecurities They like to watch me as I drown So now I wait and bleed It's getting hard to breathe When everyone just wants to burn me down I'm going under I lost myself Along the way And self destruction was my price to pay I light the fuse And walk away Say goodbye to everything cuz this will be The death of me On a bed of knives I feel it sinking in Rushing through my blood like it was heroin But it won't kill me cuz I'ma bury it Taking back my life so I can live again (It) On a bed of knives I feel it sinking in (Won't) Rushing through my blood like it was heroin (Kill) But it won't kill me cuz I'ma bury it (Me) Taking back my life This is the death of me now I lost myself Along the way And self destruction was my price to pay I light the fuse And walk away Say goodbye to everything cuz this will be The death of me The death of me