To break to damp to weaken To chip to slice to shapen All my heart and mind and strength Hear nothing see nothing say nothing Slave to my desire Slave to my fight (For life) Slave to my desire Throw myself into dehydration Standoffish Antisocial Crimson deeds barbaric days Explosive Violence Whole things is essential to me Headache Nausea Dyspnea Insomnia Anemia Amnesia Gutless Arrythmia