I feel the call, the eternity I can't prevail By ages of distress and a life so enslaved Memories from my past crawling closer Can this lonely night come forth again? I hide myself surrounded by shadows I'm alone within darkness with deep tearful eyes I feel so afraid, cold and alone But she's within my heart, mind and soul Nothing seems to be worth living for My end so near and so real My nocturnal desire must final stand I can't live through them once again With no strength left I force myself through the rain I can't feel my future, only my mind's pain Towards my end I'm crawling Just thinking of her with deep mourning eyes Please forgive my beloved I must end my life and leave you crying behind