Absence

歌詞

it was only a dream I swear it did not happen as they tell you it was just a fantasy I was not living in that moment if what I feel is not what I feel how can I ever know what's real was I stillborn years ago and is this absence all I'll know I had thought that I could be a part of something more then me but now I finally understand this wasn't meant to be I must suffer this fate let the chemicals dictate the face that I show to the crowd the only life that I'm allowed to live is a lie to live is to lie suffocating in the absence of myself heaven help me heaven help me if you hear me you know I must suffer this fate