if god forgives, then god forgive me because the pain I cause is the pain I feel. underachieve... there is not much I'll ever be when all I see is the evil that surrounds me. if god forgives then god forgive me. if god forgives then god forgive me. you don't forgive. all I see is the evil that surrounds me. it's amazing how quickly the mind matures when the world outside creates internal war. I know, I know what's right... I do the wrong thing. my heart and soul will fade until emotions die. may the fire in my eyes light the way for me. may the bridges that I burn take out my enemies. if god forgives, then god forgive me.