Thought I'd been through the hardest time of my life I lost who I was and I lost all my fight To something I had no control over It took my body it took my soul And now I'm figuring out What is left behind 'Cause I don't feel Like I believe in me anymore Well my time has run short And I blame myself For being so weak But this brave body Is still carrying me I got life on my side time not so much I got a whole lot of love but a whole lot of hurt And if someone on the street asks me What it's like being me I'll say, Hell, it's been a journey Like everyone else you meet 'Cause I don't feel Like I believe in me anymore All my time has run short And I blame myself For being so weak But this brave body Is still carrying me Somebody came and pulled me out She said this ain't the way you go out Ooh