I let you down Just like your father I did not deserve you 'Cause you are the truth The last time I saw you Was the eighth of October And when I left Brooklyn We both knew it was through And the worst day of my life Won't be when they put me in the grave 'Cause that already happened When I saw the tears, the tears roll down your face When you watched me walk away I never said goodbye Farewell, we tried I asked for an angel Well I guess that God sent me two The first one I forsook But the second one is you The best day of my life Was when you saved it On the seventeenth of August Goddamn, somehow I made it And this time I have learned 'Cause I was barely alive But you gave me kindness Now I'd carve out, I would carve out both of my eyes Before I'd watch you walk away You saved my whole life Ain't gonna fuck it up this time