I've watched a lot of things crumble (In my hands) Falling through my fingers like grains of sand When the hourglass tips over (On its side) Does it create infinite moments or leave us trapped in time? Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down Dissolving internally with no silver linings to any clouds I disassociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know Refill the sands and balance the scales or let me go I'm becoming everything that I defied Withdrawn emotions, I've built a shell and I live inside I disassociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know Drowning out, losing control Losing control I'm becoming everything I defied Slowly withering, there seems to be no way out Refill the sands, balance the scales or let me go Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down (I'm shutting down) Dissolving internally with no silver linings to any fucking clouds I disassociate with everything I know Drowning out, losing control My detachment permeates to everything I know Drowning out, losing control Losing control