god complex

歌詞

I miss the certainty I felt on Sunday mornings I miss my family when we agreed on something I sang the songs and thought that somebody was listening I turned 13 called my anxiety conviction Convinced myself gods in control it's just a feeling I prayed for friends who lived in sin thought I was I different Cause I, I thought I was right I miss my God complex When I knew what to believe Everybodies wrong And heaven Was just a bullet from me Nothing was scary When my sins Were forgiven I really thought Thoughts and prayers Made a difference I miss my God complex Turns out it's hard not being sure of how it ends Cause I'd like there's still a heaven in a sense I wish I knew I wish I had that confidence Ignorance is bliss and now I know Real life is a bitch man I kinda miss my God complex When I knew what to believe Everybodies wrong And heaven Was just a bullet from me Nothing was scary When my sins Were forgiven I really thought Thoughts and prayers Made a difference I miss my God complex I miss my God complex I miss my... I miss my... I miss my God complex Don't know what to believe But if there's a God he wouldn't Tell you who you should be or who to love Or where you go when you die But it's scary not to know if you're right