Break, breakdown Steady breaking me on down Break, breakdown Steady breaking me on down Break, breakdown Steady breaking me on down Break, breakdown Steady breaking me on down You called yesterday To basically say That you care for me but That you're just not in love Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly And led you to believe I was OK To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through? Do you cling to your pride and sing "I Will Survive"? Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"? Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away? Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry I'm gonna breakdown... Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't wanna reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't wanna reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of smile, gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't wanna reveal the fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night Then turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry