Usual white makeup today Which one is your real self? I'm used to writing tears I've been doing it for decades Grief is ridiculous Joy leaves you in pain Ironic Cheap wine and sigh It's a reward for me The dim spotlight is my abode Deep inside I'll keep it locked away Emotions are such a pain in the ass Keep away Lock the door I've gotten used to the abusive voice To me, that's an accolade Sitting in a creaky chair A couple of boring stories today And let's sing a sad song Unfortunately I can only do that Cheap wine and sigh It's a reward for me The dim spotlight is my abode Deep inside I'll keep it locked away Emotions are such a pain in the ass Keep away Lock the door In the deep end Don't wake up