Death of Me

歌詞

Yeah, pocket full of boarding passes Huh, I don't know what city I was in last But I'm out here trying to make an impact Same time keep myself intact Say, take it, take it easy A like it's gym class Tell me how I could? there's slaves in the world Before I die I'm trying to see us end that So I move fast, Ramadan Ugh, most fast, autobahn Who cares if I ever get a grammy nom If my soul takes L's, phenomenon Still can't believe I get paid for this As a kid all I did was pray for this Now I'm living out my dream, craziest Got me really feeling like I was made for this! At the same time never knew how dangerous It could be when lives start getting changed to this When somebody say you they favorite Guess it carry some weight to it You know, 'cause ugh That's power and that's influence, the temptation is To use it for myself and serve somebody else I'm sitting here buggin just rememberin What them rappers showed me, ugh How to bag a honey, stack the money They said I was a mac by the number of shorties that I could smash Now I'm waiting on that matrimony Cuz, I've been changed up, lil homie came up It's depressing, kicking with dudes I used to look up to They still on that same stuff I ain't have no role models, now I gotta be one I bought the lie hip-hop sold me, man I want a refund I feel like it's the real me Feel me? Yeah, I been changed But I'm still me What I am now Not what I will be I'm trying to give life But this could be the death of me Oh The death of me This could be the death of me Oh (just trying to give life, what I do for a living could kill me) Yeah-yeah-yeah The death of me This could be the death of me (just trying to give life, what I do for a living could kill me) Yeah-yeah-yeah Look, mama feel like she losing me To this lifestyle that's consuming me I travel every weekend Even when I'm weak, man You know what that to do to me (Huh?) Back pain, back pain Sleeping on planes and feeling like Bruce Wayne Blackout at night on that stage Man, I need a batcave just to get away (Uhh) Jesus retreated to speak with his Father I know that I need it My career been growing But tell me where I'm going if my time with God is depleted (Nowhere) God, I'm sorry, I mean it All I want to do is walk with you but My priorities wrong, I talk about you more than I talk with you (Uhh) One of my mentors taught me Whenever things get foggy If you wanna grow in God It's not complicated It's just costly Gotta spend that time, currency Uhh, overtime guess I learned to be Uhh, strong enough to admit I'm weak To meet with God all I need is me Yeah, 2014 bout' to be different I think my favorite word will be no Opportunities come and they go, but None of them is worth my soul That's something that you can't afford, and Got me thinking what's most important Uhh, I get kicks watching grown men in line for some Jordans Nowadays, time is fortune, but chasing fortune is all consuming I feel like God is calling dudes They just wanna play Call of Duty This that Peter Pan At the dinner table out in Never Land Eating, can't nobody see it but me and my boys That's the way I wanna keep it Huh, I lost a couple friends to this new season Jealousy and hate for a few reasons Used to be down, now whassup? Guess everybody around when the fun's up (Yeah) Got me feeling isolated Women wanna holla, I just tell em' that I'm taken Even if I wasn't I'd be slow for the taking I don't know if they love me or the money I'm making (I don't know!) Ain't no way to really tell Where somebody heart truly at Bad girls coming at me looking good Showing off they body, that's a booby trap Been low, but I never let my guard down (Huh?) Buddy, I ain't crazy You ain't bout' to catch me slipping Pull a million dollar baby! (No sir!) Me and Dre trying to eat good Cutting out the nonsense On the road trying to give life (Huh?) But, I might lose mine in the process I ain't have no role models, now I gotta be one I bought the lie hip-hop sold me, man I want a refund