Sometimes I wish that I was an angel A fallen angel who visits your dreams And in those dreams I'd blow you a message that says You really want me Sometimes I wish that I was a wrestler A Mexican wrestler in a red vinyl mask And I might grab you, body slam you, and maybe cause physical harm But when we would land I might take pity on you I can crack all your ribs But I can't break your heart You will never love me And this I can't forgive That you will never love me As long as I will live Sometimes I wish that I was a beauty A beautiful girl who was still 21 And I'd turn your head as well as your buddies And I could afford to play hard to get We'd go to parties and you'd show me off And I'd go home with someone else You will never love me And this I can't forgive And it will always bug me As long as I will live You will never love me Why should I even care It's not that you're so special You're just the cross I bear You will never love me