Trauma

歌詞

Growing up I never had a lot of money I never had a phone always was a little hungry Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing I was ten back then I didn’t have a room had to buy used shoes I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse and every time I fell I would blame it on myself even if it was an accident Maybe it’s not what I want Oh I’ve seen better days and the moment fucking sucks But I’ll be damned if I don’t stop and honestly why not? When nobody gives a fuck But Sometimes I just can’t help myself I want to give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it’s in my mind but I think I need some help Cuz sometimes I just can’t help myself I was an outcast Thrown out to dry and get laughed at Too shy to talk about home I always thought life was supposed to be cold And oh I've been so lost without hope I got a window in my head, it's a casket You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it Maybe it’s not what I want Oh I’ve seen better days and the moment fucking sucks But I’ll be damned if I don’t stop and honestly why not? When nobody gives a fuck But Sometimes I just can’t help myself I want to give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it’s in my mind but I think I need some help Because it's all I know My hands around my throat Pray that I won't let go This time around But every single time I try to shut my eyes I see the reason why I’m not alone Sometimes I just can’t Sometimes I just can’t help myself I want to give up trying and start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it’s in my mind but I think I need some help Cuz sometimes I just can’t help myself