my lover peterson he called me goldenmouth and I changed him to a bird and he migrated south my lover frederick he wrote sonnets to my breast and I changed him to a horse and he galloped on west my lover jonathon he named me bitterfeast and I changed him to a serpent and he wriggled east my lover I'd forgotten the one who named me death well I changed him to a catfish and he swam up north my lover I imagine he cannot form a name and I I will nestle in his fur and never be to blame and never be to blame