Now that you're gone I feel the painmy heart trembles I call your name I miss your touch your soft blonde hair I keep searching for an answer It just ain't there And I don't want to live this life and I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore Everywhere I turn, the finger points on me you'll never understand I'm in misery 'cause baby without you I have no one oh, my sweet darling what have I done And I don't want to live this life and I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore She smiled at me as I held her carefully her last words were I love you Thought it ser me free and I can't forget that look on her face It looked like an angel as she died in my prayers And I don't want to live this life and I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore