I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought I guess I'll start again I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend Lately I know I've been a punk And I need to sober up Double cup it got me stuck I think I'm losing it 'Cause every time that I've been getting stuck (would stuck) There's a line inside my head (my head) Of all my friends that they've been dead Since I made it out It's every time that you cross my mind Remember the times, but I know that you won't ever change I'm not sobering up, sick and tired of love If you draw that line bae, I hope you know I'm crossing it I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought I guess I'll start again I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend Over and over again It's like I never win Why you putting me down, it don't make any sense I'm not sober again But I'm tryna pretend like everything's alright But it's over with I get drunk and interruptive My eyes look red because I'm mad at myself I stabbed the opening Lately everything I say you just tell me it's wrong I told her I won't be here long I can't hold it in Every time you cross my mind I brought another memory to keep yours inside I saw us drown like high tide And everything is nothing if you're not here tonight I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in a drought I guess I'll start again I've been losing my mind tryna figure it out But I'm stuck in this house I am my only friend Over and over again It's like I never win Why you putting me down, it don't make any sense I'm not sober again But I'm tryna pretend like everything's alright But it's over with