Wasting so much time Wishing and wondering what could I do to recapture my past Because all my memories Seem so much better than anything that I'm feeling today. Now its fading away, Am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left? Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind. Every night I lie awake Worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more. I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget. Wasted so much time, wishing and wondering. And I wasted my time, wishing and wondering. Every night I lie awake hoping my tears will dry, Will I ever shut my eyes?