I'm just sittin' here all alone You're probably goin' through my phone Some days I wish I could disappear But you're so vain, you'll never know (So vain, you'll never know) I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You are down and fucked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year I tried therapy, everything You said it wasn't good enough "I suck" is all I hear every day You're always screamin' out your lungs And it's just because I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You are down and fucked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year Cross my heart, one day we'll be dead No, it's too late, this has to end We fucked this up, at least I tried At least we tried If we're breakin' up, just don't wake me up If we're breakin' up, please, don't wake me up I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You are down and fucked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year