When I pretend Everything is what I Want it to be I look exactly like what you had Always wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the Criminal I am Stealing second after second Just ’cause I know I can / but I can’t pretend this is the way It will stay / I’m just [Trying to bend the truth] I can’t pretend I’m who you Want me to be So I’m Lying my way from you [No / No turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No / No turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ‘Cause I can see [No / No turning back now] The very worst part of you Is me I remember what they Taught to me Remember condescending talk Of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of That and this again So I pretended up a person Who was fitting in And now you think this person Really is me / and I’m [Trying to bend the truth] But the more I push The more I’m pulling away ‘Cause I’m Lying my way from you [No / No turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No / No turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ‘Cause I can see [No / No turning back now] The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this You [No / No turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No / No turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ‘Cause I can see [No / No turning back now] The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me