Down in the abyss Of my soul It was hidden for so long A vicious circle That rules my life A strange fucked up feeling Known so well I found out that I hate this life in anger I found out that I love this life in war This life in anger is what I love This life in war is what I hate Can't you understand my fear of the future Can't you understand this absurd despair This is what corrodes my insides This is what destroys my fuckin' mind Can't escape of these two sides Soon they'll fuckin'make me blind You've been here All the time So overwhelming Break my goddamn spine Wounds don't bleed Darkness divine A senseless breath Turns blood into wine Down in the abyss Of my soul It was hidden for so long A vicious circle That rules my life A strange fucked up feeling Known so well This is hell !!! Raped, no story to tell Strange but known so well Forgotten but always here Reality, you are my fear You've been here All the time So overwhelming Break my goddamn spine Wounds don't bleed Darkness divine A senseless breath Turns blood into wine