Caught up in this house Trapped my very own self in the snare of my mind No more space than a slither What I'd give for deep breath inside Where the chaos has me captive Where there's no exit sign Where I fuel the stupid fire with these feelings of mine Lured into this den It's bitter and I want the sweetness again A taste that I agree with Get me past these perils and to my Eden Where the silence is a comfort Where there is no one else Where I'll be up from under and can uncurl myself Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Can I smash all of this open Can I pass the hurt with a little pain I wanna see all of it crumble And start afresh and over again My eyes are wide open But I can hardly see Will laughter find a way around these silent tears Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far Too many, too much, too hard Help me this time I went too far