a boy whistling in the graveyard

歌詞

You did good, sire They said I died but I didn't see no light All this darkness All these demons Hope these Percs gonna get me right I keep reaching my hand out hoping that drank gone hold me tight I keep getting my heart broke hoping that she gone love me, sike Blacked out on another flight Right back where I started, yeah, spilling my heart out on the mic I can't figure this out. No. I don't see no end in sight Filling my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise They couldn't help me if they wanted, guess I'll go and talk to Christ Thinking about my brother and I'm wondering if he thinking of me Last time that I seen him he was dead, since then I ain't sleep Is this shit my fault? Did I leave him? What could I done different They say that I'm blessed but I'm failing to see what the gift is Riding by my lonely Thinking about my family Dreaming about their love Don't give a fuck 'bout Grammies Don't give a fuck 'bout money Don't give a fuck 'bout bitches Don't give a fuck 'bout none of that shit None of it don't mean shit to me Take a look at my history Wondering why trust hard to find Blank stares when we face to face Hard to tell you what's on my mind Want to, but I can't cry ay Want to, but I can't lie ay I just gotta get high 'cause I'm too busy to die Take a look at what I've become Wondering was it really worth it? Bro just sent me a text, maybe he's right Maybe I didn't earn it Tell me what's my purpose and why, why do I deserve it Crashing out the Rolls show these pussies how to really swerve it Tell my dad it won't be long 'til I get home but that's a lie Feeling like Weezy in 07 I'm so high I feel like dying Been like 20 years since the last time that I felt alive Preacher looked in my eyes Said, "Damn, boy. You're dead inside." They said I died but I didn't see no light All this darkness All these demons Hope these Percs gonna get me right I keep reaching my hand out hoping that drank gone hold me tight I keep getting my heart broke hoping that she gone love me, sike Blacked out on another flight Right back where I started, yeah, spilling my heart out on the mic I can't figure this out. No. I don't see no end in sight Filling my veins up with that shit, took a trip to paradise They couldn't help me if they wanted, guess I'll go and talk to Christ