Take what I want now Leave the pain with you Unmoved by heartache Move away from you What if I could run now? What if I could die? What if I could make my heart explode and never cry? I hate what I am now Destructively in love I hate what I have now You I'm tired of What if I could run now? What if I could die? What if I could make my heart explode and never cry? What if I could free you? What if you could smile? What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while? What if I could run now? What if I could die? What if I could make my heart explode and never cry? What if I could free you? What if you could smile? What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while? What if I could die now? What if I could go? I always loved alone and never ever show