Past midnight breathing in the dark Same strange friend comes to visit Never intend to open the door You take it to places that no one's ever been You let it you let it Your insides caving in You pushed and pulled still wanting some more This time I've gone all the way without you There's nothing more I can say So maybe I took a little too much Maybe life didn't want this part of me It it helps to know I never let you go Sure I lost my mind But I never really meant to die Last heartbeat's fading in the night Only expected darkness Surprised to wake and follow the light The second you let it become a part of you You'll never forget it no matter what you do You lost it all still wanting some more This time I've gone all the way without you There's nothing more I can say So maybe I took a little too much Maybe life didn't want this part of me It it helps to know I never let you go I'm sorry that I lost my mind So baby I took a little too much Maybe you sucked the life right out of me I should have let you know I never meant to go Sure I lost my mind but I never really meant to die Never stay forever Never stay forever Come on Never stay forever Never stay forever Come on So maybe I took a little too much Maybe life didn't want this part of me It it helps to know I never let you go I'm sorry that I lost my mind So baby I took a little too much Maybe you sucked the life right out of me I should have let you know I never meant to go Sure I lost my mind but I never really meant to die