Waiting for the feeling to subside Paranoid I melt into myself They say I'm to reach inside and find The broken part of my machinery Psychoanalyze the chapters on the path to my darkest day Searching for the answers all I see is damage through the haze Picking up the pieces of my life with no direction for re-assembly The one that lays beside me is sharing scars of my broken yesterdays Will tomorrow find me hypnotized Crying Mother Mary in control Domineering stranglehold Sowing destructive seeds For the scavengers to feed Driving the nail into my head Memory flows like a river With the one that lays beside me I'm healing scars from my childhood memories Tomorrow finally found me I'm hypnotized I'm trying To understand the chapters Of the path from my darkest day Searching for the answers but there's damage