Another evening sleeps so quietly But I wrap myself in woken dreams Of reaching out in all directions Of something touchable But the more I grab the less I get The more I have the further yet The more I seek I'm blinder then When will I finally understand how to wait I don't know what it looks like Even when I close my eyes It's not a thing to have, to hold or build It's not a conquest The more I grab the less I get The more I have the further yet The more I seek I'm blinder then When will I finally understand how to wait The more I grab the less I get The more I have the further yet The more I seek I'm blinder then When will I finally understand how to wait And finally be where I am Not like the in between Of always expecting in return