When I'm in this state of mind, I'm wishing I was blind, Sometimes life is more than pain to me I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief, All the secrets that I hide would die with me Depression is my only friend, Will this torture never end? Let me carry on to dreamer's sky I keep crying in my dreams, Can you hear my endless screams? When I fade away, I fade away... This fluid on my cheek, It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears. Black tears, black tears. Life is like a masquerade, In dept to myself but I can't pay Soon I'll call it all a day, away I never felt what you call guilt, I still believe "Do what thou wilt" My sorrow will destroy the world I've built This fluid on my cheek, It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears. Black tears, black tears. Black tears, black tears.