I must be losing my mind I keep on trying to find a way out but it's ok you don't lock the door anymore I, you know I never go out and you know that I start to forget things but it's ok they weren't essential anyway I, and when I start to think back I feel like I've spent my whole life just kicking round and not getting in the way and now, and maybe now I should change because I'm starting to lose all my faith while those around me are beaten down each day.