it feels like I am leaving shore bound for new adventures embarking on an endless quest I'm leaving land behind exiled and afraid I turn my head and realize there is no turning back I'm not complaining I'm not asking for sympathy for this hole inside my soul I cannot heal it feels like I am awake and dreaming it seems like I am awake and dreaming it seems that I can't comprehend the lessons I have learned forgetting wisdoms I have preached these infuriating storms are tearing me apart nothing left for me to save nothing left to salvage