they've got the calves of champions they greet the warmest way they are the dads, the main ones they've got some money saved (yea, i'm sorry but i don't) another kind of classroom another shade of fear another door you're shoved through until you conquer your fear (and i wonder if i won't) to let the children go to feel themselves to hurt and grow it's the hardest thing i have done and i haven't even done it yet thought i was wise, averted my eyes avoided the light, went head down thru it but i was wrong i've gotta be strong and hold my head up high failure is a state of mine back in massachusetts in my familiar role afraid to make decisions but had to test my soul the girl wanted to live here and i follow my love came to california enough was never enough (yea, i know, i know, i know)