Autumn blew its leaves at me, Threatening winter as I walked. Summer always goes so quick, Barely stopping like my thoughts. Which dip and spin and change so fast I have to wonder - Will I last. Through the windows of the train, I caught reflections of a paper cup, Hanging small in a pale blue sky, Never knowing which way's up. Above the clouds, what's to be found, I have to wonder - Will I be around. As my anger shouts - At my own self doubt, So a madness creeps - Into my dreams When you're scared of living - But afraid to die I get scared of giving - And I must find the faith to beat it I must be me that's rushing by, Time just lingers on the wind. Bristlin' through my open fears, I wonder what it's going to bring. Above the clouds, what's to be found, I have to wonder - Will I be around Run and hide, run and hide I catch the sail at evening's tide.