I open the floodgates And hope it won't hurt Inside i confide Growing up seems so long ago Fill my cup with days i can't let go The only thing that i've ever learned Is that i'm not a kid anymore Drenched in a cold sweat Change 'cause i can't deal When will i really live? Inside i confide Growing up seems so long ago Fill my cup with days i can't let go The only thing that i've ever learned Is that i'm not a kid anymore Age creeping up on me Emptiness and waiting to die Inside i confide Growing up seems so long ago Fill my cup with days i can't let go The only thing that i've ever learned Is that i'm not a kid anymore I open the floodgates And hope it won't hurt