Torn

歌詞

If I'm just here to help you, then I'm cool with that I don't wanna, but I gotta move with that If I got my pole then I'm using that As long as I got my soul I can't lose it I can't tell my wrongs from my rights Got me feeling like I been alone all my life And I been a gangster all my life Try to face my fears, shedding tears on my pipe Way before I gained fame, I was living like it Couldn't afford a gold chain and I was looking like it But I didn't have no dirty sneaks, I was in the trenches Black gloves for like thirty weeks Heart full of hate no debate, let that 30 speak White tees turned to white sheets Riding bulletproof New York to Philly, I feel like Meek I got tired of the streets I had to give it up Then the day I lost my brother, I didn't give a fuck On the route and if it's more of us, split it up Rap diss and catch his tour bus, hit it up Witnessed so much death, it ain't no rules, get a ref Bust this wide left, they calling 911, Wyclef I don't know the future, I don't know where I'm going And I'm with some shooters, but I'm blowing I can't go out sweet, my niggas need me Call me hieroglyphics, you can't read me Remember I lost Kobe, cried all evening Took another loss then cried while I'm grieving We lost Richie Rich we looking for seasons Police on my dick, they looking for reasons I can't do a bid, I'm moving strategic 40 on my rib, guess I'm still a heathen Shot, but I'm back on the block I'm toting and bleeding And he got hit like I got hit but he ain't fucking breathing This that real dope shit, like I need a needle This that little heroin flow, but you don't know him either Say they want that Lil Herb, but you don't know him either See me on Instagram, but you don't know I'm evil This shit get vicious over here, Danny Glover, lethal I been rapping all year like Nasir on Ether Sitting with a full plate and I can't even eat it Toting hammers, catching cases, still ain't even beat it I was poor, I decided I ain't living like that no more Honestly, I ain't lying like that no more High speeds, I ain't riding like that no more Lord please Sick of funerals don't want no more of these Bless me with some mansions and some foreign keys Bless me with some money no more mourning Let me see my kids in the morning Praying on my knees, I need a warning Ain't no fury like a woman, scorn Every single rose got a thorn I used to be whole, now I'm torn