So did you get it Yeah I got it Okay I'm just checking You alright I don't feel good Alright call me when you get home Conversatin' with mama she say I'm in too deep Until my ni**as rich and free it's hard to get me some sleep It's hard to get me some peace with all the shit that I be battlin' So many ups and downs sometimes I feel like I can't balance it It be challenging so many challenges Oh father it's safe to say times harder My pops say "Son be smarter you a artist and a father" My unc' say "Now be smarter you a target and regardless You a leader to thеm people and them young ni**as is watchin' Them young ni**as believe in you don't let 'em down be cautious" And I got skills in other things but rich off rappin' pain So much that came with all this fame but I remain the same Hope you don't think 'cause I got change that's what made me change It's just this life got so strange I had to switch lanes Ni**as pulled up and I'll be outside Laid in the cut like peroxide yeah I vowed to be frontline when shots fired I was out of town that night when **** died yeah Standin' in church blurry-eyed that I had to confess I seen my ni**a laid to rest in his Sunday best Polo on his head and chest now that's casket fresh Wish we would've seen eye to eye before you left And where I'm from it's an eye for an eye nothing else Ain't no love it ain't no help every man for they self Better watch your homies keep your strap or get strapped to a shelf Ain't no complaining when it's raining play the hand you dealt Ain't got no opps just some ni**as who mad that I made it And since you ni**as mad I made it pick a casket baby On the net exaggeratin' ain't even half as gangster It's funny and it's fascinatin' how even family hatin' Wanna hit the show but you ain't show up to my graduation I can't take y'all to the top I ain't no elevator Think of my cousin Deyjah Was way in 2013 when she left I was 15 when she left They say it won't be long all I want Is when the horn blows and when they all cry I pray my soul flies pray my soul flies Pray my soul flies (Turn into the fuckin' birds) They say it won't be long all I want Is when the horn blows and when they all cry I pray my soul flies pray my soul flies I pray my soul flies yeah yeah yeah yeah And my soul flies And my soul flies