One, two, three Got a lot of talk in my brain right now Sorry, gotta do it, gotta let you down Everything's hard to explain out loud Sorry, gotta do it, gotta let you down 'Cause I don't really know who I am right now No, I don't really know who I am right now I feel pressure from the people that I love and it hurts But I know I gotta do it, gotta put me first Losing myself tryna make you proud Sorry, gotta do it, gotta let you down 'Cause I don't really know who I am right now No, I don't really know who I am right now And it broke my heart when I cancelled tour Had my soul and my head going back and forth And I don't know how I'm gonna face you now Sorry, gotta do it, gotta let you down 'Cause I don't really know who I am right now No, I don't understand who I am right now So I bought a new place in a warmer town No, I don't really know who I am right now