There's so much pain Pain behind us Pain beside us Pain through us Pain to make us sore Erase our sense of trust Pain to bring us closer To undo us I wanted you In truth, I want you still But you're so far away Unless I play the rules by which you want to play But then I feel you push me back As if it's challenge that you lack I say lover, reveal love Never conceal love I want you still Lover, be careful before you lose me I want you still You're so alone Do you deserve it? I know you think so Do you know what's real? Are you afraid what something real can make you feel? You stayed with him on the losing side You never gave in But he's so far away And if he didn't help you then, he won't today But you're afraid to make believe But I only play my heart for keeps I want you still Oh, I could wait for you to come to the realization