Desperately Trying

歌詞

Never feels at home when he's with me That is what he told me when he left me Leaving me desperately trying to understand Desperately trying to find a home for him to move to Desperately trying to find a place for us to stay Said he never really got through to me That I never opened up emotionally Guess I kind of lost my trust on the way Since he's gone I'm sinking Sinking deeper into who I really am Now I'm brave enough to show what's inside But it's too late Said he never loved me That he always stopped for his feelings to grow And I went on hoping, hoping for things to change Since he is gone I keep on finding out All these little things about him Realizing that she was always there with us Looking back I have to admit that Things went wrong long ago So please take the sorrow you gave And leave I'm desperately trying to cleanse myself of all this lies So scared that I'm gonna love you 'til the day I die