Seeing, my life as it is No purpose, no goal, no destiny Feeling...my feelings are numb What the fuck do I care Violence...is my only way Disagree and you will know why Religion hands no answer to me A solution can not be found I don't know what to do Climbing the walls of sanity I can't take it much longer These days of ongoing torment Hatred...is all that remains Directed at all I see Why are you judging me? Point your finger at someone else You stop talking to me I don't believe a word you say No one has an answer for me A solution must be found I don't know what to do Climbing the walls of sanity I can't take it much longer These days of ongoing torment There is only one way out Suddenly I know the answer Blood is flowing from my whrists Soon I will depart this world And will be free... I'm getting cold, bloodflow Grows weaker, I'm almost there I can't await the altered state of total freedom My life is dripping away, it all changes today I will not repent, for now I see my misery ends...free at last