A lost forgotten world of mine Settles down into my spine For now, it's here For now, it's very clear It's passing too fast And taken from me The time now at last Is lost now to me Aruba is gone and there's nothing to see The pain I feel now it is taking my seed The thoughts now depress, this is my blood and flesh they are taking from me A pine that guards my abode will disappear My eyes won't see that there's nothing to fear Today the time is near But tomorrow soon is here It seems all fake now Don't like it at all The lock on the door won't protect my world Dark clouds loom in my head I take a long breath that clears my whole entire head and clears the fire Time to say goodbye A tear falls from my eye Why? I will vow and take it all back Promise to my mom and all that showed me how to live the way that god has taught and I will bring back Feel the way I feel, you want it? See it gone? I kneel and pray that I can finally get it all back Don't get in my way I see it