My soul is in shreds Tonight is a tomb Poets are liars but I know the truth Roses are dead Violets are doomed Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound I'm a walking apocalypse A fuckin' nemesis Gonna show you how red the flag can get I got balls the size of Jupiter If I fall, call me Lucifer I made a home in the flames I got fire in my veins I gotta choose from killing or learning to hide Dunno if I'm living or burning alive And I just lie here like this Left to die So many times That deep inside I think I might deserve it I walked through fire Somehow survived Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning Alive or only burning Bury me here Under your bed That's where your treasures and demons are kept Keep me a secret Never forget The best kinda love only ends in cold-blooded revenge All that I need is a gut feeling You think I don't hear when you're gossiping Ass-licking while I'm ass-kicking Nobody knows what I'm thinking Everyone's after me I'm running out of self esteem Gimme gasoline Can't you see that I've been Left to die So many times That deep inside I think I might deserve it I walked through fire Somehow survived Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning Alive or only burning Alive or only burning And I just lie here like this My soul is in shreds Tonight is a tomb Poets are liars but I know the truth Roses are dead Violets are doomed Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound Lovers don't know how to love but they know how to wound 'Cause I've been Left to die So many times That deep inside I think I might deserve it I walked through fire Somehow survived Now I don't know if I'm alive or only burning Alive or only burning Alive or only burning