Self Defeating Prophecy

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endless voices shattered thoughts that cloud my head sleepless nights of agony wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat searching for the words to say babble spills out of my mouth starring into space i didnt hear what you said i wish i could explain whats wrong with me why cant i think straight im lost because i think to much about... misery of life no esteem from proding eyes my confidence mistakes scarred to sleep or stay awake lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye i am dumbfucked all my pride sucked i fight to gain control of what the fututre holds but im fucking lost because i think to much about misery of life no esteem from proding eyes my confidence mistakes scarred to sleep or stay awake lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye i ambumbfucked all my pride sucked nails dig into my head tossing and turning in my bed biting my lips blood stained mouth need something more to calm me down will i end up dead or can i digest it all this shit im fed endured for so long i am suprised that ive made it this far in my lifetime i watch people waste their lives away it makes me sick to think i could end up like them but i wont