wondering why i'm so hurt and happy thinking that i need to get away maybe it's me standing alone keeping myself from being gone every word that i say gets me one step closer to further away some days i feel like i'm falling down triumph when i hit the ground date says i'm young heart says i'm old mind says i've got so far to go i'll say goodbye forever to these days of mine have it all together i guess i'm tired of trying maybe someday i'll recover from growing up