I'm on pins and needles Tonight I'm not alone It walks right beside me But I've just never known It wraps itself inside me It takes away my breath With so little time now I've got so little left I'm trapped in the fire The memories of my past I'm burning in regrets And I've aged much too fast I cannot escape From what it's done To my mind Thrown to the shadows It's so close behind The pain of my life Can't buy me more time I'm broken and bruised And I'm losing my mind Nothing breeds Nothing When Nothing remains I've come to the end Of nothing, of pain It's just so hard for me To get along this way Will I be good or evil, Kind or cruel today It's not just what I see, It's just all in my head I always prey When I'm surrounded Shadow Man Night is fear Fade to black Disappear No one last time No freedom of choice Choking on guilt And it's taken away my voice And this death that I sense Is so very clear Beyond tonight I'll disappear