I was thinking someday, I'd grow out of this phase What a big mistake that was Is it love that we made? I'm caught up in this maze Wish it hadn't of begun Too weak to leave 'Cause God I can't stand myself no more 'Cause she calls me angel But that ain't the truth you know, you know And even though it's wrong that I'm living such a lie I just can't leave you alone The more that we go on this guilt just builds up inside Still I can't leave you alone No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide I just can't leave you alone She wakes me with a kiss and coffee in my bed After I just creeped in way after six Smelling of her perfume All in my bedroom I don't understand why she don't say shit Maybe she's weak, maybe I know That's why I can't stand myself no more She must be an angel To know but never say, to see but look away And even though it's wrong that I'm living such a lie I just can't leave you alone The more that we go on this guilt just builds up inside Still I can't leave you alone No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide I just can't leave you alone I just can't, I just can't leave you alone I just can't, I just can't leave you alone I just can't, I just can't leave you alone I just can't, I just can't leave you alone No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) No, I just can't leave my (Mistress) And why do you feel like something that I shouldn't hide I just can't leave you alone