Something is crawling inside of me I try not to look at it, but it whispers in my ears It's eating me from the inside I just can't let it go I tried to hide it away, throw it away Tear it apart into the pieces Eating me alive, blinding my sight Shutting everything from the inside Something is crawling inside of me It keeps on staring into my closed eyes Fake The deformed god's spell It seems so bright and I can't let go Faith It's corrupting relligion Why do I feel the glory? The God I fear The fake hope is eating me alive The God I fear I just can't deny If I could be somebody tomorrow Will I give up myself tonight? Blinded by the hope inside Facing my own worst enemy I'm still holding on to it in sorrow I just can't let this go Walking away from the world Kissing my own worst enemy Something is growing inside of me I see the shape of it, just doesn't fit the world It's screaming louder from the inside I just can't shut it down The God I fear Why do I feel the light from you The God I fear I just can't fight it If I could be somebody tomorrow Will I give up myself tonight? If I see the light deep in the water Will I take the dive this time I'm still holding on to it in sorrow I just can't let this go Walking away from the world Kissing my own worst enemy I won't let go I won't let go till the end Even if it's killing me I'm holding on I'm holding on I'm dying with my own worst enemy