A child of a broken mind The fear that I hide behind I hate rejection It's the worst It gravely hurts me Living inside my head I feel like the living dead I need your affection It's the best It greatly helps me With my back against the wall Trying so hard not to fall I'm so tired of sleeping around Hopeless, in despair Don't know if I'm here or there Feeling like I'm up and I'm down But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere I don't want to die A head full of tragic schemes what keeps me alive is dreams I dream that someday I'll find the key that sets my mind free You may think I've lost control The man with the broken soul I'm not here to try and make excuses Just believe me With my back against the wall Trying so hard not to fall I'm so tired of sleeping around Hopeless, in despair Don't know if I'm here or there Feeling like I'm up and I'm down But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here I don't have any plans to go anywhere I don't want to die yeah But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here But I'm still alive I don't have any plans to go anywhere You know I'm alive I know I'm crazy but I still like it here I don't want to die You know I'm alive