here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall it seems like no one cares at all always an emotion but how can I explain how can I explain kind of like the scent of a rose with words I can't explain the same with my pain caught up in emotion goes over my head goes over my head sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death am I living or am I dead the clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change problems never solved just rearranged and when I think about all the times that I've had some were good most were bad I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see love and peace flash through my mind pain and hate is all I find find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true lies and hate and agony thru my eyes that's all I see if I'm gonna cry will you wipe away my tears and if I'm gonna die lord please take away my fear before I drown in sorrow I just want to say how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today today today when I can't even smile today today today when I can't even smile today how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today you think it's so funny laugh at this <♪> so when I look outside my room I see the world but not the reason what is done to me is not fair you call it fair I call it treason but I don't know what to do give me a sign I'll take whatever but if you want me here I am ain't gonna die forever and I tried to hold ya but you just turned away and I tried to tell ya but not a word I say I cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears and gave me all the signs that you don't want my tears so if you want me here I am I sit and wait your decision but my body fights my mind I headed straight for a collision so am I getting near or am I still looking in all the wrong places but the only thing that seems to change are the looks on the faces <♪> doesn't anyone seems like no one cares at all I search for personality and look for things I cannot see does anyone even care at all through my mind pain and hate is all I find seems like no one cares at all find no hope in nothing new and I never had a dream come true lies and hate and agony thru my eyes that's all I see how will I laugh tomorrow how will I laugh tomorrow how will I laugh tomorrow how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today today today when I can't even smile today today today when I can't even smile today how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today how will I laugh tomorrow when I can't even smile today