I'd better leave now It's gone too far I've hurt too deep And I'm sure the wound will scar And in the morning All is not clear I try to see through hazy eyes All the thoughts I fear What did I do? What did I say? I should have left you far away The reason reason cannot be found It hurts to think about times when I've been down When I can think again And I can see The foolishness I hide in vain Has not come clean The seams have torn once more I can't hold back I make a good excuse To grip the feelings that I lack If you could see yourself right now What would you say? And you want to preach a sermon Every day, You drink another drink see how you lie It gives you courage and make you cry The world I see reflects on me Through my eyes my demise